Imagine your first poetry collection wins the most prestigious prize for children's poetry, your 2nd collection was shortlisted for the same prize, and your 3rd collection was also shortlisted for it. Imagine you've twice been on the judging panel, once as the Chair of judges.
Imagine your final collection (possibly your best) doesn't even get one 'like', retweet, mention or review by the organisation you've worked with for years. Then you find out their chief librarian has blocked you. Imagine how you'd feel? That's cancel culture in action.
Imagine yr semi-autobiographical collection emerged from a 2yr arts council project of poetry workshops with autistic girls exploring strengths & vulnerabilities, reflections on yr childhood & late diagnosis & illustrated by yr autistic son.