zero @thezeromonster
it’s hard to be here. Joined June 2021-
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birthdays are extra hard. I feel ashamed to be alive for yet another year. while all I have to show for my life is nothing.
Not only can I not do it with him, but he won’t even show me a glimpse of his past when I ask.
doing everything I wanted, and then doing even more fucked up shit with someone else for years, essentially dating her and having no issues doing it all with her, only to not do it one last time for me
when he asked me why, I couldn’t tell him. there is no reason. maybe I want to get jealous. maybe I want to be angry he did that and had that with someone else. maybe I just want to see his past.
scummmm of the earth ugh I deserve to be forgotten and buried
it fucking hurts. everything hurts. It’s just a matter of time before he breaks up with me or realizes he hates me and doesn’t wanna deal with me anymore. im pathetic. Im useless. Im disgusting. All I do is fail.
i literally want to disappear right now. my thigh hurts, and all I can think about is doing more damage. I don’t deserve anything. I don’t deserve to be here. I don’t deserve him, or them. I fuck up everything and am the worst.
almost got caught tonight. Am I protecting him from my stupid mess, or am I being evil? i just wish it was easier to deal with
i ruin everything i touch and get involved with. i wish i wasn’t here.
I got led on for no reason, by multiple people. It’s ridiculous. People only try to get what they want from me, and even if I give it they get bored and leave. No one sees me as a person and wants to stay. What’s wrong with me?
Why does it hurt so fucking much? People lying and using me, I should be used to it by now… No one means what they say anymore
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