relapsing!000 @000bread1

ed vent, not pro, gamer 😔, 18+ 27m Joined March 2020

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

5 months ago

well i want to relapse like actually

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

a year ago

and i have to come here to my dead ed account to talk about this stuff because i feel so selfish and bad if i do it on my actual vent okayyyyyy

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

a year ago

i want to relapse so badly and lowkey i already fucked my entire life up the first time around and i just want to do it again and actually die i really dgaf anymore

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ever and only looking up and down my body Like when she sees me her eyes land on my chest always and she looks me up and down from there. Always always without fail . And if im already feeling vulnerable or bad it just makes me feel like worse than anything else could

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

a year ago

day by day by day little things build up as a reason why i should actually relapse but none of them are more convincing than my mother doing something that is so normal and inconsequential to her but is like suicide bait for me And said thing is like: not looking at me in the eye

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

a year ago

is anyone still here #lol

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

I need to kms or starve so yeah we are back

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

i need to kms and I’ve started unconsciously restricting as punishment errrrrrrr well relapse incoming but we knew that

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

And to everything I feel like I just can’t even breathe . is this the will to relapse or the will to kms I can’t tell maybe both

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

masters year was ok I kind of stayed off relapsing but now I’ve moved back home so it is like so tempting to just. relapse. my father definitely is obsessed with his food intake and my mother eats like 🤷 so lol . idk. I have such a complicated relationship to them and to eating

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

posting here cuz I feel bad doing it front of my twitter friends. Hey guys

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

why is my whole fyp teenagers im new to edtwt tweets idgaf

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

i have gained like 5kg since starting my masters so I am stressing out bc I want to lose it so… okay. But that’s just 5kg that’s literally so doable. but I’m like so physically uncomfortable with myself these days

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

3 years ago

who would be mad if I relapsed 🥱

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

4 years ago

tbh some th^spo makes me straight up awful bc it’s like what is even the point in trying

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

4 years ago

weighed myself and I haven’t even gained or lost I think my muscle has just turned into fat bc I haven’t worked out properly in so long

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

4 years ago

i just study all day tbf

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

4 years ago

eds never go away u just reorient ur goals 😭 I gained a load of weight last semester bc my goal was to make friends so that was like going to restaurants and drinking beer. This semester it’s my turn though

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relapsing!000 @000bread1

4 years ago

happy new year btw im rejoining a gym after these deadlines are done 🙂 I will have abs and hopefully my legs and arms will stop being so fat also lol. i was actually so close to abs last summer but whatever