FirstMate @First_Mate_

Michigan, USA Joined June 2025

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a week ago

There’s nothing I despise more than being such an incredibly angry person.

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Had a couple interactions yesterday that reminded me I’m not a purely negative force. I’ve got my problems and it’s hard to put it all into perspective sometimes. Being reminded that people don’t only remember me for those problems has truly done wonders for my mental health.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

Everytime I want to put effort into something I need to start reminding myself I’m a worthless piece of shit that’ll never amount to anything. Can’t be disappointed if I nip it in the bud from the start.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

Holy fuck why does every transformation in bananza control like the clunkiest piece of shit ever that makes me want to put a bullet in my skull

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

I wish I wasn’t such an angry person I am so incredibly tired I don’t wanna keep doing this

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

No order Yosh Ninjatastic01 Junbae OT Vonnegut

Alsoda @Alsoda_pop

a month ago

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

Thought something was starting to click with the Sephiroth again finally, then I went online once and was miserable so I guess not. Back to the drawing board.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

First picture I’ve been willing to take of myself in about three years. It’s not consistent but it is nice to not hate what I see when I look in the mirror all the time anymore. Progress is progress. (Ignore the lazy eye being difficult)

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

fuck

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

a month ago

nothing has ever mattered. nothing i’ve done or ever will do could ever possibly be worth a damn. fruitless fucking endeavors.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

i’m sorry.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

maybe life isn’t always quite so bad.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

haircut makes me look like a man. haven’t been this dysphoric in a long time

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

had my aunt “fix” it and i think i might absolutely hate it. never trying anything new with my hair, shit’s miserable

FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

had my aunt “fix” it and i think i might absolutely hate it. never trying anything new with my hair, shit’s miserable

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

got a haircut today that i’d love if i hadn’t noticed like three hours later it’s like half an inch longer on one side.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

My scheduled bi-monthly interest in trying to learn VGC shit has started once again. might legitimately start trying to get into it a bit, with Champions on the horizon it feels like as good a time as any.

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FirstMate @First_Mate_

2 months ago

No one else who’s play the game the same amount of time as me is as bad as me. I’ve screwed myself over permanently with character switching and half-assedness. It’s fucking pathing and so incredibly embarrassing.