It's suddenly very personal. I hadn't previously seen the date of @BorisJohnson's birthday party that drove a bus through the lockdown rules. Now I see it was the very same day as my brother's funeral for which every rule was obeyed. It's taken an hour to stop shaking with rage.
My heartfelt thanks to everyone who's written to sympathise. It means a great deal to me. I'm sorry there are too many to reply to, but I've read every message and appreciate all your kind thoughts.
@JonathanLHoward @BorisJohnson So sorry to hear this mate.
@JonathanLHoward @aftabgujral @BorisJohnson I'm so sorry. Sending love.
@JonathanLHoward @BorisJohnson I was in the same situation. We had a child in our family die from a stroke, and I couldn't attend the funeral due to the restrictions. Meanwhile those who prevented me paying my respects were living the high life. I will never comply to another lockdown ever again.
@JonathanLHoward @BorisJohnson So sorry for your loss. And the fact that the PM can't be bothered to follow the rules they made you follow.