☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

CW: 83,3kg GW: 60kg UGW: 45kg Basically a heavily disordered journal containing every thought of this brain acc started on 25/08/25 Joined August 2025

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

2 weeks ago

Red and silver wil always be the best combo! Red jumper and silver hoops cute! Red docs and silver loops cute! Red on the metal silver razor blade cute!

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

2 weeks ago

Call me melodramatic idc. Why does not understanding one question at school turn into, you don’t know? You’re stupid. Oh, and ugly. Absolutely worthless. Killing yourself would be a favor to the world. Stop breathing you don’t deserve it. Like calm down, I forgot what -7-6 was!

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

3 weeks ago

I am really really going to try and get clean from sh this time. Why is it so difficult tho? Like you are literally hurting yourself, but stopping is like near impossible? That and there is no deep enough. I will hit beans and still think it could be worse.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

3 weeks ago

Going on a 3 day fast since today. I love having food intolerances, because telling people I can’t eat because of gluten or lactose is so easy. Also no one questions my fast, because it “resets” my stomach.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

3 weeks ago

⚠️ Tw vent ⚠️ I spoke to a school counselor and I finally said one of my deepest traumas out loud. I feel relieved to have finally said it. Like I finally said where all my addictions and specifically pain addictions came from. I feel a different level of free.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I hate being this way. I hate being this heavily depressed. I took off the bandage and I have nine stitches and It’s heavily bruised. Why? Why did I do it? I hate me. I hate my life.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I cut myself yesterday. I feel absolutely awful about it though. It wasn’t meant to be like this. I was just in a meltdown. I’m so so greatful the camera shows it as a lot more minor then it was in person. I’ve been ugly crying about this for the last day. I want to kill myself.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I fasted for 46 hours total. I ate a hamburger and now my digestive system wants to kill itself. Atleast not more then me.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

Call me fat, but I went from 86,5kg to 83,3kg in 9 days. I’m proud.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

What the actual fuck is wrong with me? I can’t stop crying and I fucked myself up so so bad. I hate me, I hate myself. Why am I like this? I cut myself so bad for what? I am so so ugly and hideous and repulsive. I don’t know what to do with myself. I haven’t eaten in 36h,

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I’m on my way to the hospital to get stitches #shtwt #beanstwt #988twitter

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I haven’t cut myself in 2 weeks. Had one meltdown and it came to this. #shtwt #slittertwitter #beanshtwt #beans #relapseorrecovery

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

2 weeks self harm clean. I give up. It’s not worth it. I bought new supplies and I’ll finally be able to feel something normal for a change. That which I’ve been longing for so so badly.

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tonia @bluberrybones

4 weeks ago

“discipline” & it’s me crying bc i can’t eat my fav foods

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

Straving is such a natural feeling to me. Not eating feels more normal then eating.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

My weightloss jouney <3 I will not be showing my face and if it does show please tell me. I do have scars and won’t be covering them, I will be covering fresh sh pictures.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I love the end on the week!!! Every Thursday through Saturday I have my weekly 72h fast. Because, my dad isn’t home on Thursday, Friday I have therapy and I can just say I am tired and sleep early and then Saturday It’s bread for dinner and I am gluten intolerant.

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☆ max ☆ shedtwt @MaxDoesNotEat

4 weeks ago

I really hope someone understands me when I say this. So, when thinking about food, I feel repulsed. Then once I have food I’m fine, but the moment I had the first couple of bites I feel so extremely guilty and even more so after I ate to the point I contemplate throwing up.