Mystery @My5t3r7

Feeling like a failure All my friends graduating, feel like I deserve more What can I expect, not putting in the work though Could my habits make me auto successful? Just’ll have to figure out If this life’s worth chasing or putting in the hours Easy or hard, got me confound.

Slowing down like the eye of a hurricane Peace and calm, the tides of the waves Feeling dragged, might need a cane I’m not old, just feeling a little astray Baby steps, one step at a time Want to own this life of mine Patience, require it in my life To enjoy it, let me be wise.

When you find out what you could’ve had And realize you don’t have it now You’ll know that good things Should be cherished without teasings I wonder if it was me You say it’s you, but won’t speak to me Is it truly you? Or are you afraid of telling me the truth?

Even though adversity has a grip on me And it’s taken a toll on my ability to act I’m grateful for my family And for the blessings I have Life happens, joyful or calamitous Just as the breath goes in and out When you find yourself looking at your toes Don’t doubt, you’ll sprout.

Been some days since I wrote Mixed feelings, wild hopes Been thinking about you, while the days go It seems trivial to you, a joke Don’t want to believe in karma It sure looks like a slap back Made you suffer, intentions not planned at that Why do I get this? Aghast.

Fear creeping, nobody to talk to Me and my mind, don’t want it to come true Why? I’m supposed to love you You talk to my heart, not everything is marvelous We are one but feels like two Can we reconcile? Yes, you know who Peace of mind while I lay nude Peace, please come true.

Miss you, more than you think I do Your smile in my mind, I turn blue Rare connection, you in me and I in you Never felt it before, a dream come true Know I hurt you, it wasn’t on purpose Made me feel loved, in love with your presence Talk to me, anything L, you are my essence.

There’s a knot in my chest Hampering my ability to act I lay down, feeling it in my bed Hoping it smooths flat Help, for responsibilities still stay Breathing, wish I could get a break How good would be having necessities met Or would it be the same, oblivious to this state.

Don’t even know what is happening One day we’re good, the other fighting If I could choose how you feel I would want you abundantly happy Want to hug you, kiss you Let you know that everything will be ok I don’t even text you ‘Cause I know that the mere thought of me breaks you.

Laying in bed, not a worry in my head Money comes like breath in my lungs Nice car, nice house Doing what I want, YHLQMDLG This life, I dreamed of it Dedicating time to what fills my heart If everyone could do this The world would be filled with lots of talents.

Flow state Everything goes smoothly Living life to the fullest Enjoying every moment, thanking God for the blessing of life Not feeling it Feel like it’s a constant struggle Trying to trust the journey, the present moment Not knowing the outcome, I impede myself enjoyment.

You’re so immature It makes me feel insecure I keep talking with you Maybe I don’t want to feel alone Don’t know which is better To be alone or to be with you ‘Cause if you don’t act on everything you say It’s best if we stay are separate ways.

Want to keep my word Pride myself of it Like talking with you Relating and laughing with lots of subjects Don’t know how long I can keep my word Something about you doesn’t spark me Want to dismiss it and keep talking Not sure if that will make me happy.

I just want to feel loved Secured, knowing someone’s there Hard times make you grow But good times make life worth it Overconfident? Maybe These days have been crazed Humble, i’m living it Uncertainty, that’s what has me like Alice falling through a hole Hope I reach wonderland.

Waiting, waiting for a reply ‘Cause you are inside of my mind And I don’t know if we’ll be together But right now, you’re the light in my life Baby let’s just be together Holding ourselves in each other’s arms Let’s not waste anymore time I want you even if my mind goes blind.

Feels like our conversation are stagnating We haven’t even been talking for a week What can I do so we have better flow? Or is it us that are not compatible? Black hair, pretty eyes Cute girl, even the way she talks Good girl, a stay at home one Naughty, nevertheless.

Hungry, shouldn’t eat though It’s late, already in bed Cook bread from dough Give you cooking ed Not really cooking ed Want you in my bed giving me h*ad Lazy nights, cool weather Just you and me, your hands tethered.

The motivation isn’t there Lay down in bed, do nothing My mind ambling, laid back hair My thoughts and feelings, noting Read a little, understand more How a lot of problems are shared By others, even though we feel alone There’s always someone who, in the subject, is learned.

Writing for fun Whatever comes, I’ll put it on Paper, even though this is virtual Writing all this words to express my nature Hope it’s welcomed I’ll write to get better Connect to a deeper sense of Union with me and the people who pay attention.

I know what you’re feeling I’ve past through that too The feelings are not appealing But they’ll guarantee a stronger you Hole in your chest like scooping out ice cream Only the feeling is not sweet, but bitter All one wants to do is scream One day at a time, you’ll feel better.