PopeGou @PopeGou87716

I looked through the website and I found a lot of similar people and things,which made me feel a little relaxed because I know that this is not a strange and absurd idea. Many people also have this thought. But how to solve this problem? I’m still on the way to explore it.

My mother told me that this is a typical behavior of strong possessiveness. I was really surprised to hear that. I had never heard that before. This was a very new definition on me. Absolutely, mom understands me a lot. Then I went online to search something about possessiveness

Today, when I made a phone call with my mother, I told her that I felt very uncomfortable these days. She asked what’s the matter with me. I told her that I felt anxious and even frightened when I knew that my best friend (subjective ) had a girlfriend.

I wish that could be a girl, I don’t rush to get you as my girlfriend, only a female friend is okay. But with time flies, if we were satisfied with each other, to be a set of couple was also possible. I hope there would be one who was there to match with me. God helps me!

Recent days, a very strong mind has influenced me thoroughly. I really think I am lonely in the new environment,which means my college life. So I think it is time to find a partner for myself. Not only setting up a relationship, but also getting companionship.

Although we’re in different cities now,the bond between us would never disappear. It’s my great honor to meet all of you. Words fail to convey how grateful I am for you. You are important to me. Let’s make an appointment in the winter vacation! Best wishes sincerely!

By the way, I would like to mention three very important people in my life——Kong,Deng and Xu.They were my senior high classmates. It was them that supported me and gave me courage to overcome obstacles. We can talk and care each other till midnight even transcend the parents.

Yesterday was a significant day for me,which likes monument in my life. Because I made a lifely decision that I will stop to take psychotropic drugs now.Since taking those drugs not only hurt myself,but also can’t solve the root problem in my mind.

I don’t dare the trunklization right now,instead, I gradually accept it,which really makes me feel better after that at least it helps me to throw some emotional trash. Now I decide to write weekly reports here every week. Let’s talk and discuss this topic. Looking your replies!

A weekly summarize I am a first year college student in Gunagzhou. This is my first time to write on this social media. Recent days, I was attacked by the anxiety trunklization usually,which was painful and frustrating.But I know that this is one of the ways for me to relieve.