Kayden is back on their bullshit @RelapsedFool
edtwt // Agender, they/them // I want nothing but skin and muscles 27 // bmi 21.1 š¤¢š¤® // bf ?? Joined September 2020-
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Long time no post - Iām finally back in the gym after a car accident over a year ago. Iāve been on T for ~6 months and I swear to god I naturally have more muscle now than I did at the peak of my gymrat era sans T š 141.6lbs today as a starting baseline.
Iām so tired and stressed and nothing sounds nice or relaxing or appealing. I just want to sleep for 2 days. 2 weeks. Forever.
T-7 days until I can file for a petition to default for my divorce. I hope she keeps stalling so this can be as painless as possible. š¤
Applied for a 6month scholarship for 1:1 training and nutrition coachingš¤š¤š¤ I wanna get slim and jacked.
2nd T shot to ring in Pride. I need to get back in the gym.
Apparently my pharmacyās distributor doesnāt carry the dose my doctor sent in and they just werenāt going to call me?! I just want to hold the damn vial in my hands.
J mailed out the divorce papers this morning. No going back now š¬
My brain is so silly. T is out of stock at my pharmacy, they canāt transfer bc itās controlled. Iām not even planning on starting right away because nervous but I want it in my possession N O W lmao
Got my T prescription today, filed for divorce last Friday, going to have my server send the summons and petition this week. Why is shit suddenly happening all at once? I need shit to slow down. Iām so overwhelmed.
My attachment shit is activated and I want nothing more than to throw myself off of a building.
Bless self checkout because this has got to be the most disordered shopping trip Iāve made to date
I want to take lax so fucking bad right now but J is coming back over later and I donāt want it to kick in while theyāre here. I want to cry or pass away, Iāll take either at this point.
Iām so unreasonably irritable rn, I would think Iām hangry if I hadnāt been eating like an asshole all god damn day.
Fellow gym rats, how long does a ābulkā need to be to be worth it? How much are you eating during a bulk in relation to your tdee? Im oscillating between fasting and trying to grow muscles. I need a light at the end of the eating more tunnel so I can enjoy my restriction in peace

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439 Followers 590 Following 29, agender aroace (it/its) ā cw: 66 kg gw:60 kg ugw:50 kg ā vent account ā TW for sh, ed
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