Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt

Sex/Love/Drug Addict ~ Sober Joined April 2018

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Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt

6 years ago

I miss you all, but I don't get to be here until I get sober again. Currently not doing great in that regard.

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I've noticed in myself and others that when we have a week or a month sober it's "not that much". It's huge. I would use drugs EVERYDAY, for hours. I'd come home and act out sexually EVERYDAY. A week sober felt like hell. 2 weeks better but oh so hard. A month was monumental.

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Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt

6 years ago

I lost my virginity at 13 but I had been looking at porn for years already. I thought I did it the same way everyone was. Truth be told I'm probably going through what normal teenagers goes through right now. At 27. Just a few years behind on this intimacy people talk about.

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Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt

6 years ago

💙💛💙 Glad midsommar! 💙💛💙 💙💛💙 Happy Solstice! 💙💛💙

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Intimacy is scary @SeksAddikt

6 years ago

I have 2 Twitter accounts. One for politics, one for sobriety. Sometimes it's hard to keep them separate.

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6 years ago

I had sex for the first time since I realized I had a problem. The first time in 5 years. I don't think it was the addiction though.

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6 years ago

I woke up afraid and anxious last night. Today it's still there. I feel like they are behind me, ready to jump at me any second. It will pass, but right now it's so tempting to hide from tbmhe world.

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6 years ago

NEVER EVER click a link saying "Couples reveal INSANELY GROSS things they've done together". I've never been more grateful to be single lol

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6 years ago

Why does it have to be so warm out? Literally not made for anything above 25°c. Where did my winter go?

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6 years ago

I have been sober for 20 days! Tomorrow is my first day back at the gym, I can't wait to mix a song I've been putting off and I've spent the whole day STUDYING. Time for bed now, the alarm goes off 05.30. #RecoveryPosse #ODAAT

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6 years ago

I've cuddled babies all day so now I have baby fever. Fml

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6 years ago

I don't generally dream that much, but since I got sober I dream almost every night. If it only was good ones I'd be so happy but fuck nightmares 😭

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6 years ago

Sexual hallucinations are wild. Y'all look great! 😘

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6 years ago

Good morning #recoveryPosse ❤ Yesterday was the roughest day so far. I feel so humbled by all your support. Today is 2 weeks sober though! Thank you ❤ #recovery #ODAAT

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6 years ago

Good morning #recoveryposse. I've been sober for 13 days but I'm struggling right now. One moment at a time..

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6 years ago

Emotions aren't permanent, who would have known?!

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6 years ago

I had a slip. Well it doesn't quite feel like a relapse but I found myself looking at porn. I had started taking my newfound sobriety for granted and made excuses not to do my daily routines. Everything you put in front of your recovery will be lost.