Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

Just the musings of another depressed unwanted individual. Joined January 2019

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

This was one year ago, I never received a text back.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

It hurts more when you pretend to be my friend than when you say you don’t want to be friends

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Just one person who cares, one person who sees me for me. Is that so difficult? Is finding someone to care about you the way you care about everyone else so hard? Why is it that in a world full of people that I’m feeling THIS lonely.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

I legit feel invisible. People only see me or acknowledge me when they feel like it’s a good time for them. No one goes and tries to spend time with me, I always have to go looking for them. It’s so draining. No one cares legit.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

I just want to commit not alive. Lack of breath. Toaster bath. Whatever you call it. Dying is dying.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Just kill me

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

I’m not depressed I just have the constant urge to end my life due to being plagued by nothing but negative emotions perpetually.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Dead and gone

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Am I entitled to even a modicum of happiness? Nah, and my brain is my own worst enemy. But I have no friends to help me fight anyways.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

What’s the point of delaying the inevitable? Might as well just end myself at this point honestly. I don’t like being alive.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

I’m not here for a good time nor a long one

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Dying might be painful, but so is living, and I’d rather hurt once rather than over and over again.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

I want die

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Kinda just tired of life in general you know?

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Hello. Are you feeling lonely? That no one genuinely cares? That things would be better off if you didn’t exist? Because same man.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Loneliness is a plague and no one is willing to supply the cure.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Will you listen to me play? One time? To hear the sadness I can’t convey with my voice? Or will that also be drowned out by what you see.

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Unhappy @SubparAndAlone

7 years ago

Your friends are not your friends, never expect any reciprocation when the time comes for all the things you do for others. Sure it’d be nice but not everyone is as “nice” as they say they are. Mouth closed, heart locked, brain set to logical. Avoid the heart pain.