My birthday is coming up. The 4th of May and to be honest, I do find it w bit hard cause it's a reminder when my health issues started and changed the course of my life.. Will be 18 years ago.. from one week after my birthday.. sometimes I wonder how my life would be different..
@XboxJesus87 I made it till about 35 and then my body started to let me know I'm getting older each year. Then hit 40 and body is deciding to speed things up and fall apart just a little bit quicker than previous. Hence my hospital appointment today lol.
@XboxJesus87 That’s so sad. A birthday should be a happy time.
Same here... But I at least made it to 39 years old before it went tits up. Fit, healthy, strong... And then it all got turned upside down by two king-size mattresses. Just because I could carry them upstairs/downstairs by myself, doesn't mean I should have. But I also wonder if I would like my life if it hadn't changed. I could be in a worse place than I am now, or maybe living the dream... Fact is, we'll never know. And pondering over the if's, the why's, the maybe's, isn't always healthy... So I just look ahead, because we can only alter the course of what's to come...and anything that happened in the past is done, dusted, and can't be changed... And hanging onto it is just a massive ball and chain that will keep holding you back and making you miserable. Smile, Jebus. There's millions out there who are a lot worse off than us, and even they have smiles on their faces!