sirdizalot @_dizzyb

public menace and professional wind up merchant || T Bird enthusast || rest in sleaze || 18 Insubordinate Ingerland Joined May 2021

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 weeks ago

so whats the bets on 2025 bringing war. im placing my bets cos might as well cash in on these nutjobs in power

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i dont even know who i am anymore. i miss everything i used to be able to do not even like 2 years ago. the more i think about it the more pissed off i am about it. i dont even sleep anymore enough cos laying down is agonising

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 weeks ago

im also terrified of phone calls and my parents keep putting me down for not calling the doctors… i went once and they were like heres a blood test well call you if its anything wrong even tho its a spinal issue and not my liver but ok never called back so 🔥🔥

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 weeks ago

i miss being able to do the shit i used to. literally went london for the day a few days ago and im in fucking agony. i play a show and im fucked for two weeks. nothings fucking working. i cant even stand up and play my bass without being in agonising back pain i give up

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

2 months ago

in other news i had a very shit fag yesterday and it dissapointed me. why are the fags around here shite lately

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

2 months ago

mmm 2:23 am just finished off my bottle of jack. today will be a good day. (im just waiting until next week im broke lmao)

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tom paton NO TICK @hotmilktom

2 months ago

in the U.K. you now have to use a VPN to watch the sympathy symphony video because the outro is just that filthy youtu.be/VvQC2g4Nl7o?si…

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

2 months ago

i need to see mcr again i havent listened to them in years but god what a gig that was like 4 years ago

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

2 months ago

i actually cannot fucking believe ozzy is gone. what the fuck. it doesnt feel real.

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

also i think i am just a full lezzer cos fuck men i have never had a good experience with men ever so fuck men

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

also slayer on sunday. i pray i get paid by then. i havent been paid in weeks lmfao

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

in other news fuck me hot milks new album fucks

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

time to go smoke it is 4:30 am before my parents get up cos they would actuslly murder me idk how they havent noticed i smoke this whole time anyway

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

i have come to terms that i am better at self destruction over self loathing. neither is good. even better when its both. i think ive actually lost my mind atp n it is partially my own fault but fuck it blood sweat n beer some people are supposed to die young. imagine me old.

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

i say like i want to tour n shit but nearly passed out playing 4 songs n not even moving. not even enjoying nada at the moment. i am sick of the pain

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

every day i have a exestential crisis of who i am what i am and why i am

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

gang i cant lie i need to tour or something in this next year or i will infact be losing my marbles

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

words cannot describe my love for hot milk 👉👈

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

mmmm just got given a load of random blood tests i have to get even tho they said its probably irrelevant but cant do anything til i get them guessnill suffer

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sirdizalot @_dizzyb

3 months ago

man i just wanna go back to how i used to be able to play bass. now i cant even stand for ten minutes to play standing without being in agony. im so fucking done with being in constant pain 24/7 i just cant be arsed anymore