hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

20 • she/her • sg/chi • !? • :( Joined August 2022

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

9 months ago

on another note i’m making biscoff banana pudding tomorrow and i’m excited yippee

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

9 months ago

and sure i starved and became smaller and studied a whole lot to distract myself and i excelled but what did i lose in the process

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

9 months ago

years of my life and all the could-have, would-have, should-have-beens stolen away, just a blur of empty days and empty stomachs just to feel smaller ?? it’s so miserable and yet i still want it

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

9 months ago

it makes me really angry sometimes to think about how much this disorder has taken from me and how much it will continue to take

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and while listening to my friends it occurred to me how i could count the number of proper meals i had in the canteen on both hands and how different my jc life was from everyone else because i was isolating myself all the time

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

9 months ago

the other day i went to my old school’s open house with a few friends and it brought back many memories of when i was intensely anorexic..

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

matcha shio pan

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

i am really excited to try the pecan pie though!! wonder what america and thanksgiving tastes like

hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

there is a whole chocolate cake in the fridge. there is a whole pecan pie in the fridge! a pecan pie!!

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

there is a whole chocolate cake in the fridge. there is a whole pecan pie in the fridge! a pecan pie!!

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

every time i disappear from twitter i’m doing worse (bulimia-wise)

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

what if i stop trying to stop.. what if i just wait for the consequences to catch up to me what if i just stop trying

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

are you kidding me i’m being tested today 😭 are you actually serious

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

i’m either sad from restriction or tired from b/ping i just want to be normal!! i want to be normal so bad

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

what a blessing it is to eat and be full

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hana 🌱 @bxtterbreadd

11 months ago

i always think of how i hate the feeling of being full because it triggers the urges but truly i’m so grateful i’ve never had to go hungry against my will