el @gettingth3r3

just a girl trying her best. attempting to beat drug addiction and handle having bpd. trigger warning, vent account Joined October 2021

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

i came back to this account to say ive managed to stay sober off of coke and ket since boxing day, doing pretty good so far

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i cannot thank everyone enough for all the support i received i was just not in the right headspace to be replying at the time, but i read every single comment and dm and it rlly helped keep me going thank u so much

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

its been a long time since ive been on this account..

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

relapsed last night :(( losing hope tbh i cant see myself getting to over 20 days sober again i was doing so well #RecoveryPosse

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

recently i feel like everything i touch just crumbles in front of me, im losing my job, im losing my friends, my family doesnt like me. nothing is going right and im trying so hard to keep it all together but its not working. why was everything so much easier when i wasnt sober?

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

i replaced my self harm addiction with drugs and now im gonna have to replace my drug addiction with self harm, i was clean from harming for so long as well but idk what else to do to distract myself

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

sorry i havent been on here much i was doing pretty good on my own and felt completely fine, tonight thats all changed and im finding myself considering relapse

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

im all dressed up in my halloween outfit for work but the anxiety in my brain is making me not want to go at all. my brains like “what if ur not supposed to dress up? what if everyone told u to dress up as a joke so that they can all laugh at u?” and now im panicking

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

i rlly wanna relapse rn and stop caring about anything

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

ive never felt so abandoned and alone in all my life, my best firiend has just left me alone at a a club scared and completely on my own bc she wanted to go home

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

im doing rlly well these days and im so proud of myself but the fact im managing to go so long without even really thinking about doing drugs is making me feel like i never even had a drug addiction at all ???

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el @gettingth3r3

4 years ago

hmmmmm im a barmaid and we have to dress up on saturday for halloween but i have no idea what to dress up as?? it has to be appropriate to work in still