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eating just makes me feel so fucking guilty now
i miss when no one knew about it and i could just do it and feel better, it always made me feel better
i feel so empty ??
see i want to feel pain but i know it'll make me nervous
i just want to cry.
why is everything getting worse? i thought things are supposed to get better
i haven't wanted to self harm in so long why now
kinda just wanna ignore everyone for a few days
is it bad that i'm so hungry but i refuse to eat
i had a dream that three of my brothers died and i'm fucking shaking
really think i'm goin three meals strictly a day , no snacks and water to fill up when i'm hungry
we're not gonna hear him in skz songs anymore...he won't be in photo books or in album promo pictures.... god i miss him already :((