max @killingmaxx

tw edtwt 🕷 21. starving half the time, b/p'ing the other half (eng/esp) purgatorium Joined February 2018

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

im literally addicted to purging, i can feel my body rotting, my teeth decay, my sore throat, electrolyte imbalance, dehydration, my hair is horrible, the roof of my mouth and my tongue hurt. im so tired and yet i cant seem to fall asleep

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

bulimia ruined my life. i was 8 the first time i ever purged, 13 years later both my physical and mental health are ruined. i cant live a normal life, i cant take the train to college in the morning, i cant save money, i cant stop purging and everything is shit

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sam 🎧 @changkyuncals

3 years ago

why socializing always has to involve food

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

i literally cant afford more food this month so im living of off the stuff that survived my b/p rampage from the last two weeks (i already gained control back tho) i was hoping to get some money for my birthday but instead just got an ugly jacket :l

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

i forgot my therapist gave me stuff to read for our next session (tmrw) and i already took my sleeping pills oh well 🧍‍♀️

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‎ً @miIkats

3 years ago

im so sorry for my parents i wish they had a better daughter

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serena @sirenboo

3 years ago

depressed with no money fat and ugly damn bitch choose your struggle

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

only 1 one of my friends has wished me a happy birthday so far. not even the friend i see 3+ times a week for the past 4 years took 5 minutes of her time to do it. i feel so incredibly sad i wish i didnt bc its stupid but i do

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

ate 3 plums, a banana and some veggies istg if im not able to poop tomorrow im gonna kms 💀

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

i just remembered that when i was studying with some friends the other day a guy bumped into my chair and he threw me so far omg, it made me feel so light, it really is the dumbest shit the one that gives me the most validation 💀💀💀

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

last year in this exact day i was 36 kg (79 lbs) heavier, its weird bc i am grateful to myself for losing sm (in total 44 kg/97 lbs from my sw) but at the same time, i feel so so so miserable

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

hit a new lw a day before my birthday 🧍‍♀️

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

i got control back once again, but i realized i always lose it from friday to sunday, so we'll see 🥲

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

my therapist told me it would be good if i started walking after eating lunch to "avoid feeling guilty" but isnt that like... still compensatory bulimia-related behaviour? :l

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max @killingmaxx

3 years ago

i want to die. bulimia has made me useless, i couldnt evenn take the train today bc i was so dehydrated i got nauseaus and too hot and had to get off.