mika♡ @kittyokcal

i think i got kinda close to purging hands free?? like i felt the vomit come up and kept trying and i didn't manage to actually throw up in the end but it's something?

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

@coconutmilkgirl chocolate, it tastes weird to me idk i never liked it 😭

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

i think i almost purged hands free?? like I felt the vomit come up kinda but i didn't manage to actually throw up

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

@lovekcalss No

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

@mil1ionpoundz @oddzzyeyecircle If you don't mind could you maybe explain it to me too?? my gag reflex is almost non existent 😭😭

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

Was making sandwiches and my dad tells me that I'm finally eating 😐😐 I threw out half

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@mirubunnie omg fr once i didn't tell my sister but she started suspecting i have an ed bc i said i relate to this one person on tiktok who posts about their ed sometimes and right after for a while (like a week or two) kept saying such triggering things that made me feel SO shit, like wtf

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

@rileystarves Omg i litteraly saw this video today on my fyp 😭

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

Ok im fr starting to feel kinda sick and i have to go to school in like 10 minutes 🥲

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

i remember waking up in the middle of night and feeling sick and throwing up a bit in my mouth and getting up to spit it out into some pink shirt and going back to sleep and now i feel kinda nauouses too..?

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

is having the ability to be able to throw up really THAT much to ask for :/

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

Anyway something positive, im actually a bit taller than i thought, im about 159cm not 156cm so my bmi is actually lower

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

like i thought i finally figured out how to purge and was so happy but today it litteraly took so much effort to even make myself just gag :((

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mika♡ @kittyokcal

4 years ago

yesterday i managed to actually purge properly and i was litteraly so happy like i did it a few times and it worked every time but today i tried and NOTHING was coming up, i had a whole breakdown and cried so much today, like I'm still so upset about this whole thing :((