Lax Abuse @larengitisf
recovery//relapse Joined December 2014-
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I have four months to get skinny for Lollapalooza and Japan
I honestly feel like a whale with all this blubber on me.
I shouldn't be contemplating whether or not to turn to self destructive measures or not. But I am, to purge? To binge? To restrict?
• forcing anorexics to eat doesn't work. • stopping bulimics from purging doesn't work. • hiding food from a binge eater doesn't work. #EDAW
I don't look sick I'm not sick I don't look skinny or underweight Everyone will think I'm a fat joke I'm not ill
I feel so pathetic when I look at genuinely sick people with ED's and I'm here still fat and still bouncing between binging and restricting.
I get so internally angry when people bring me food when I told them I don't want any.
When my depression is thriving, I binge. When my ED is thriving, I restrict. But as they co-exist, I constantly fluctuate between the two.
Being depressed isn't sitting in your room alone listening to Nirvana, Its having to decide whether or not to kill yourself every 5 minutes
I swear if I lived alone for a month I would reach my goal weight. But living with family makes it so difficult to restrict.
What people think ED is: Underweight What it really is: Everything but skinny/food What ED victims make it out to be: Skinny and food
Thoughts: Almost every girl dislikes their body so who am I to think I'm anyone special and deserve any help. I'm just a fat pathetic cow.
Arctic Monkeys - "Do I Wanna Know"
My appetite goes from "I don't want to eat anything for a week" to "I need to binge on anything I can get my hands on". And repeat x100000
Life with mental illness: No going out Broken relationships Sadness Numbness Emptiness Isolation Pysical effects Side effects may vary
"Getting ED help early halves the chance of relapse" Tell that to the doctors who won't take patients seriously until they're emaciated.
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