L @lightlylo

|| not pro anything || ugw: 117 || Joined July 2018

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

went to the doctor for unrelated reasons and found out I was ten pounds lighter than I thought but it really got to me bc I don’t think I look this weight nor have I been this low and I’m not actively starving myself but im also not actively making it a point to eat normal

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7 years ago

I can’t tell if I’m pregnant or just binging, I guess we’ll know in 9 months aha

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7 years ago

boys who smoke your weed and then break your heart <<<

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7 years ago

Tw?? Prolly not bc I can’t stop looking at anything besides my arms in these photos but I think I’m almost back down to my lowest weight. Somewhere around 129??¿

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7 years ago

I went to the gym for the first time in months and actually ran a mile. It was a shitty mile and I thought i was gonna die but I want my stamina back

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7 years ago

there are these fitness girls at my school who always post photos on their ig stories with the hashtag #/strongnotskinny and like cool must be nice to not be mentally ill.

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7 years ago

I thought i was happy but then I saw a before and after of how much weight I put on and I hate myself. Back to being numb and underweight :-)

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7 years ago

Post purge selfie bc my family thinks it’s so funny to make comments about my food on thanksgiving. Thankful my family knows me so well they know exactly what to say to trigger me ❤️❤️

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7 years ago

Sad bc I was so ashamed of posting these bc I was a lil bloated but after a week of actually eating I started crying bc I look so bad now :( Im getting back on track

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

Girl at my work: you’re not tiny. You’re thick. But you look good Me: *completely triggered* hahaha thanks 😶

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7 years ago

I don’t need adderall if it means having to deal with him

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

like forreal last straw, I’m already disgusted to be around him for the shit he put me through last year and triggered my relapse that hasn’t stopped, but literally I exploded in his face and told him I was done seeing him ever again. But he didn’t like that so yeah cops are next

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

my ex is deranged and I’m so close to getting his ass arrested. I’m about to get a restraining order or something...like after giving me his anti depressant and telling me it’s adderall, how did he ever expect that to turn out well...

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

@sicksadwrldd No yeah that’s totally understandable. If she was your friend, a check in is not hard and I’m sorry you’re in that situation I wasn’t trying to make excuses. I was just trying to point out my experience with it. I hope you’re doing okay tho ❤️❤️

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

I’m had like 4 cups of coffee before I took these but ig body check :/

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

@sicksadwrldd I also saw my roommates “fresh” ones and I didn’t know if they were what they were so I didn’t know how to ask. She ended up telling me about it later. It’s such a personal subject, it’s just hard to bring it up without feeling like you might betray that person’s privacy.

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7 years ago

@sicksadwrldd I think people know what they are they just want you to bring them up. Like I pointed them out to a girl when she brought up her depression and she said “I saw I just didn’t know how to ask” and then another girl saw them and asked and I got super uncomfortable and she dropped it

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

@FIawIessAngel both omg your skin looks flawless. also where is your skirt from??

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L @lightlylo

7 years ago

if I keep my legs in one position for too long, it causes shooting cramps/pain and takes a while to feel better, if I do have periods they’re so heavy and full of clots or will end in less than a day, my teeth and gums are always sore.

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7 years ago

just an ed symptom no one ever talks about: vitamin deficiencies! I have sensitive rashy skin, it’s also very discolored and I’ve lost pigment around my elbows, I’m covered in bruises, I’ve lost so much hair (and not just on my head, i.e., my eyelashes used to be full and pretty)