miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

my favourite things :: music<3 designing<3 fashion<3 art & anythin creative tbh <3 movies<3 travelling<3 learning new things<3 pokémon<3 anime <3 my pc <3

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

its getting bad again

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

and once again, all the memories come flowing back

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emptiness swallows me whole, a dark hole i always seem to fall down, draining the life from my eyes, as the cycle repeats once again, my screams of desperation, drowned out from the voices held hostage in my mind.

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

my focus is so bad rn so im making this to say im really going to just get into it ik its hard but i want at least one focused hour today

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

WHY CANT I DO THIS

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

i finally got a break from everything and escaped my thoughts completely and all i did was just take everything in, it was an amazing experience to see all that work, its overwhelming i almost cried walking down those stairs and leaving

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

i seriously feel so good rn just had THE MOST AMAZING exhibition thing for college. maybe not mentally. but sm inspiration and feel so good about design and i just forgot about everything for once and was just taken away looking at those pieces just wow

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

i feel like a big part of maturing is just focusing on your own shit. I've not got time to worry about other people rn, just enough time to focus on myself and my own shit im dealing with

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

going to actually learn and do graphic design, like fr, rn

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

pheww he really did hurt me

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

tired

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miaisabelle @miaisabelle18

3 years ago

i wish:i wasn't so insecure, i had self worth, was emotionally mature&could regulate emotions, didn't struggle trusting people, i believed in myself,i wish i was happy alone,i wish i wasn't so scared of losing people,i wish i believed i was wanted by the people that love me most.