menli @mstirednsleepy

✨astrophile✨ Selangor, Malaysia Joined September 2020

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menli @mstirednsleepy

7 months ago

unfortunately, i am my family’s most distant daughter so i will solve everything alone, find comfort in myself, act like i don’t care, carry my emotions in silence and always be there for myself.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

7 months ago

гуляя вечером под дождливую погоду, я чувствую себя свободной от всего ничего меня не держит и не беспокоит. именно в дождливую погоду я живу, а не существую.

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me in jun’24, when i felt like my whole life was falling apart: i have decision fatigue. everyone wants me to decide. say yes, say no. be someone, be no one. i want to just be. i want to laugh and love. the weight of this world was never mine. now me in feb’25: i am just living

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menli @mstirednsleepy

7 months ago

yes, travelling and studying abroad is all fun, until there is a moment when you realise that you haven’t hugged your parents and siblings in a such long time. missing my family so much right now. can’t wait to see them.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

8 months ago

I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

8 months ago

don't turn off my lights then complain about my darkness. menli in may’24

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menli @mstirednsleepy

9 months ago

i don't want my whole life to be an act of letting go, for once want to hold on to something, to belong, to arrive somewhere and never have to leave

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menli @mstirednsleepy

9 months ago

Stars are not small or gentle. They are writhing and dying and burning. They are not here to be pretty. I am trying to learn from them.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

9 months ago

my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. i am always ready to leave. there is not a single room in this world where i belong.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

9 months ago

it was time for me to go, and i left that city with you in it, and i have a feeling i will never see you again. i really hope i won’t see you ever again.

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menli @mstirednsleepy

9 months ago

it’s gonna be 4 years since she has passed away, and i still can’t pronounce her name or talk about her without sth breaking deep inside of me, it’s like a wound getting torn apart again.

menli @mstirednsleepy

2 years ago

it’s gonna be 4 years since she has passed away, and i still can’t pronounce her name or talk about her without sth breaking deep inside of me, it’s like a wound getting torn apart again.

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‏ً @user0000O0

10 months ago

this year felt like being awake during surgery

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𝒢 @girlscommunityy

a year ago

“how did you find that out?” me:

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menli @mstirednsleepy

a year ago

как сложно правильно жить в этом неправильном мире

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Black Rose @black_rose99_

a year ago

This

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menli @mstirednsleepy

a year ago

people do check your emails ‼️

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menli @mstirednsleepy

a year ago

tried to be the it girl and drink matcha, which is actually good for your health. but since uni started and got back to drinking 3-4 cups of plain black coffee per day.