@nicoleknives This but add having an, idk, severe? need for constant social interaction and feeling like you're not getting enough on top of feeling like you don't belong and ya got a me
@nicoleknives Related to this a lot, so I checked out your page and love your work 💚
@nicoleknives I do my best at talking regularly but am not the best at saying interesting stuff or topics and I worry i get ignored or skipped for people who are better and more capable than me, I feel like im left out and forgotten sometimes I've been trying for years not to feel alone
@nicoleknives @MusicaJosh same but you still gotta make friends. It's the only way.
@nicoleknives "If we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known"
@nicoleknives Same, for me I have to consciously push myself to keep tabs on what they're interested in, think of words that amuse/confound best just to emulate relevance or an engaging interaction but its such an exhausting strategy because deep down I know they'll forget me anyway.
@nicoleknives Wow, I didn’t know anyone else felt this way too