Patrick Meowler @patrickmeowler
Writing about the things that fascinate me. I psychoanalyze myself and share it on the internet! medium.com/@patrickmeowler Joined April 2023-
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No matter what i try I cannot escape the addiction abyss. I somehow have more money than ever in my life, a safe home, a dog I love, and yet I’m in an alcohol prison. Rehab within the next month, just waiting to get in. To all those struggling let’s never give up! #recovery
Drinking the bare minimum while I wait for rehab and am detoxing on Monday. Had to get laid off on medicinal leave from my dream job but it’s better to be honest and tell them what’s going on than keeping calling in sick and having a bad reputation
Here’s a Monday reminder that you CAN get through this week WITHOUT a drink, drug, or other compulsive behavior. 🩷 Happy Magic Monday! Let’s kick some butt! #RecoveryPosse
It’s been months since I’ve had a week sober. I’m drowning but when I was sober I put so many failsafes and systems in place that they are saving my life. I drink the bare minimum. My doctor knows the complete truth. I didn’t touch drugs. And I didn’t miss work!
Can definitely relate... I've given up trying to cure my mental illness and it's done wonders for my wellbeing (msn.com)
How are people surviving financially these days? My job is pretty good and I am perpetually broke!
The addiction roller coaster is absolutely insane.
It's been a grueling month but I am still here!
The venlafexine and naltrezone nausea is awful but I shall persevere
Today I woke up to a record 200 days of sobriety. I won't pretend it was easy or that I didn't have to make a lot of sacrifices to get his far. But the encouraging thing is when I think of using now, my mind jumps not to ideas of fun but to being gravely ill. It can be done.
After struggling over and over again with antabuse I am not on Naltrexone and having some success with it.
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@patrickmeowler @L_Villandry @WarriorZoltar To and turning your mind towards recovery you will get there. But don’t give up.
The easier it is to read, the harder it was to write. Readability is an often under-looked priority in the content creation process. Write for your readers. Not for the voice in your head.
Relapse Day 4: Called out of work again. Suicidal thoughts have returned. Sleeping brings the people I wish I could talk to into my dreams & makes my waking nightmare even worse. Not drinking much, but drinking just the same. Lost in the inhospitable wilderness of depression.
Just got my first paid writing assignment! I’ll be ghostwriting wedding vows. 🥹
@patrickmeowler So glad to hear that! Sorry it’s been a bad month. All we can do is love each day and be sure that emotions always change, depression always leaves, one day the sun comes back out
@patrickmeowler If you don't mind me asking, what about the antabuse didn't work for you? I'm thinking about going on it.
@patrickmeowler I hope this works better for you! Stay strong. You CAN do this.
@patrickmeowler Hope you find the help you need to recover!
@patrickmeowler I don’t fully believe it for myself either, but I have to tell myself every day until one day I do
I really try my best and do everything I can and that’s enough I am enough
@patrickmeowler This is great progress, Patrick. Good on you.
@patrickmeowler Sometimes that’s all we can ask for, I’m 💯glad you’re in a better place now 🫂🫶❤️🩹
@patrickmeowler You can do this Patrick, praying for you!🙏🙏