Spice - EDTWT @thingsnotsonice
20 • MDNI • she/they • high BMI • disabled Joined April 2024-
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“Not actively” mf you google if taking your entire bottle of medication at once would kill you
So im not actively suicidal but i do think about dying every night. About killing myself specifically. I keep thinking I should do it sooner rather than later, how it’s more “acceptable” to commit suicide when you are young and have so much ahead of you. It wouldn’t just be a
Does anyone else feel like “what i eat in ed recovery” videos are still lowkey toxic? Like they are so triggering to me
Stole this tracker from 2020 October Accountability Thread 🎃
For the day the cash from my demise will soothe any pain that comes from it. But i don’t actually want to die. I just want to stop living.
despite how “perfect” their lives are. Is that what I’m destined for? Im going into a white collar career, I’m planning for that perfect suburban life. Maybe Im just waiting for the day that my death is written like one of those wealthy white men who kill themselves, waiting
So im not actively suicidal but i do think about dying every night. About killing myself specifically. I keep thinking I should do it sooner rather than later, how it’s more “acceptable” to commit suicide when you are young and have so much ahead of you. It wouldn’t just be a
I need to find a toxic anime character to obsess with that i can yume and pretend im getting skinny for
Binged and all i want to do is purge:/ but hear tosuses man
Am i crazy or is this just that one thinspo ai’ed into a video
So im not actively suicidal but i do think about dying every night. About killing myself specifically. I keep thinking I should do it sooner rather than later, how it’s more “acceptable” to commit suicide when you are young and have so much ahead of you. It wouldn’t just be a
nothing is impossible #bc
Day 2 500 cals + 300 cals + 50 cal drink So 850 total
Day 1: 650 cal omad + 50 cal drink Estimated soup 400 cals, chicken 200, + 50 misc. i still feel like im underestimating
Its actually horrifying how close I am to bmi 40 if i ever get there just take me out back and use me for the whaling industry
One of my crowning achievements <3
Very thankful to my parents and the credit card I’ve been on since I was 6 years old 😭 boosting the fuck out of my credit score
So im not actively suicidal but i do think about dying every night. About killing myself specifically. I keep thinking I should do it sooner rather than later, how it’s more “acceptable” to commit suicide when you are young and have so much ahead of you. It wouldn’t just be a
I have so many random events popping up for school wtf
Sorry lots of pent up anger here im seeing lol i dont know where this was meant to go but conclusion: Drop your lazy, gluttonous, broke, inconsiderate friends who can’t drive and dont have jobs. You will be happier
Event when its time, and since i drove them i also have to cancel my plan to attend. They go “ill buy you a milkshake to make up for it” We get to the milkshake place… eye twitch, they dont buy my shit at all. They also made me buy most of the food for the picnic we had
Three years ago my ex friend begged me to hang out less than a week after my grandma died. They framed it as “getting me out of the house and out of my head” They were actually just unemployed and if I didnt drive them places they wouldn’t go
ex oomf owes me $247 still n has for 3 months n im starting to understand why debt collectors used to just straight up kill people
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rat🦴 @drvnkrvt
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unqualified wisdom @badbutsadbitch
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☆☠︎🦇 ela �... @haiitsela
573 Followers 530 Following struggle tweets #welcome2mydiary alt @joblessmaxxed
MushrØØmd @Mushr00md
223 Followers 201 Following edrtwt cw344.50 gw120 5'5 20yrs old sw200 Looking for friends im not shy
anna ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ @annabergiite
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khay @arcs1n3
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maria. (3/5kg) @probablysmking
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Marley @ijwtbsab
104 Followers 90 Following 20 ❀.ೃ࿔*:･sw: 168 lbs ❀.ೃ࿔*:･ cw: 144 lbs ❀.ೃ࿔*:･ gw: 120 lbs ❀.ೃ࿔*:･ dunkin enthusiast
rose 🥀 @suicidalxrose
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adele ✧*̣̩⋆̩�... @adelecals
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princesa 🩰🪽 @petaaldoll
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aech ♥︎ @rtrdedh
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