dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

my disordered diary ~ ☼ edtwt ☼ cw: 76.6kg cbmi: 28.5 Joined January 2025

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

24 hours ago

was supposed to wake him up for our lake date but instead im crying on the couch shaking with anxiety thinking of ways i can avoid getting in the water. all i can think about is how only fat girls wear shorts swimming. how mortified i am to think i can just swim looking like this

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 days ago

long shot but any Aussies on medical cannabis wanna give me dry herb vape recommendations?????. please i beg. it needs to compare to bong hits also cause i am greedy 🥲

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 days ago

as much as it makes me cry, and it does, every . single . time. i cannot bare to look away from the worlds suffering. how cruel and ignorant to live such a privileged life and turn a blind eye…. even if i cannot help… i won’t look away or shut up about it

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 days ago

god i hate men never having kids so that way im not bringing any more of that useless gender into our world . can’t wait till that bone marrow thing pops off and we can eliminate the need for males.

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

3 days ago

can’t tell anyone cause i know what they will say and im not ready. but holy fuck suffering in silence is not for the weak im so suicidal

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

6 days ago

i don’t even sit down and eat anymore

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

6 days ago

i look like if Gypsy rose Blanchard and a blobfish had sex and made a fucked up child that’s what i look like

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

6 days ago

im gonna pummel my useless bf if he steals even one more of my hair bands im raging autistic sensory style and mf left one hair and the tight one that i cant even do two ties with 😡

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

6 days ago

sorry i’m inactive again i am a failure and and embarrassment until i can snap out of this idk when ill be back it’s too shameful to be here this fat… 💔💔

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 weeks ago

……….., 79.8kgs… first time weighing this month after binging the entire time. god i hate myself. since March, i just keep gaining and losing the same 4kgs. what’s wrong me with. i obviously love to be ugly and obese

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 weeks ago

i hate this feeling so much

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 weeks ago

hiiiiiiiii miss u all hope u guys are doing swell 💖💕💖

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 weeks ago

i thought i completed my course turns out i forgot about the 120 hours of unpaid work placement . my brother in christ i am going to be a CLEANER. this feels entirely too much for something i can already do 😭

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

2 weeks ago

mental illness is mentally illing rn

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

3 weeks ago

started playing hollow knight cause i saw a lot of silk song videos and man im stupid as hell ik its supposed to be hard but damn im not good at this

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

3 weeks ago

i wish reincarnation and the ability to retain the knowledge you gathered in your previous life was a thing. since i was like 10 i would fantasise about a redo. a magical button i could press that would take me back in time so i could do everything differently

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dawn ☼ @tinyghostcals

3 weeks ago

haven’t weighed in almost 2 weeks i am so fucking scared i keep binging every day im terrified i dont wanna see the scale increase after all my effort in august. why do i intentionally ruin everything