Ashley 🧜🏾 @Firstoff_FYB

I felt like he was replacing me, and he did. 👌🏾

Dear lord, I ask for the strength to forgive those who have sinned against me. It’s not about leaving the pain behind, it’s about growing from it. I must grow from the pain or I’ll spread it. Your love has saved me and I live to spread your love. Amen.

Being in a relationship with someone that makes you feel like they’re happy to have you but they don’t really want you, is not an okay feeling to linger with. Talk about it or continue feeling awful and shitty alone. That’s not love.

being so depressed that i wanna be alone while being alone is making me more depressed🤩🤩🤩🤩 love it here

It’s important that acknowledge that my mistakes were only part of the problem. We both lied and we should have done better. I admit my faults in private and in public for accountability, but it’s important I remind myself how good I was/am and that it’d be a privilege to have me

Everyday I will work on being a better person. Everyday I will fight to break away from my past.

Lol world I’m gay and demisexual. If I ever flirted with you, it was a lie 🤷🏾‍♀️ my bad I’ll stop being fake now

what God has for you... no one can take away ☺️🙏🏽❤️🦋

I can’t live like this. Please oh lord show light.

Only one in the race but still in second place, I felt the space but I tried to keep pace. Now with no stake in the game, and no bells ringing my name, I’m left in the dust, not bronze just rust.

Toxic. Hypocritical.

i’ll be like “long story short” then still tell an entire fully detailed story

I am very extremely single lol

I just need to leave

To move forward is to settle with the fact that it was all just a memory.

I hate that I hurt and lost her, but that’s on my actions, not on who I am. I don’t want to hurt anyone and I need to love myself enough to include myself in that group and truly love the people that are by my side.

My intention wasn’t to make it seem like I was with someone that made me hate myself, but I know it’s not about the intention, it’s about what I say and do, so it’s really important for me to clarify and dive deeper into what the problem really is.