Drago @_HealingMind

It’s easier to miss her at a cemetery, where she’s never been anything but dead, than to miss her at all the places where she was alive. MC. RP. #Claimed Joined July 2017

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

to us, that was a silly question to ask*

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in the meetings but have never seen her like that and today she missed the meeting, only to stay outside and cry her eyes out? I carefully step closer, clearing my throat before I ask* Are you okay? *When it comes --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

the inside. Emotional pain flowed out of her every pore. From her mouth came a cry form so raw that even the eyes of the strangers around would suddenly be wet with tears. She speaks way more than I do --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

see her. I knew her and she was leaning against her car as if her brain was being shredded from--

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

was gonna be the topic for next week. I had no idea what I was gonna say only that I agree. I make my way out of the meeting and to my car and that’s when I --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

to go home, I wanted to be in bed, and that’s exactly what I was gonna do. “Accept that grief can trigger many different and unexpected emotions” that --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

we worked with this week. We will continue next week, thank you all for coming” *After Taylor finished the meeting for this week, I felt relief. I wanted --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

it would never, ever be the same again. This loss of control drove home this bittersweet truth* “Acknowledge your pain…that’s the first step and the one --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

the truth of that statement, but not did I fully realize its truth until, one day, when I was not looking, my life was turned upside-down in such a way that --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

dedicated to those who are grieving the loss of a loved one, and I was definitely grieving. Life is generally unpredictable and mostly out of my control. I always thought I knew --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

prefer listening. But I had to try, for my son…and I guess this was the right place to try? My son wanted me to try, it was a national support organization --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

them were already crying. It has been two weeks now since I started attending this grief anonymous group and so far so good. I have survived but without not saying much. I just--

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

head a shake quickly trying to correct what I just said, swearing was not something I used to do in the past* Sorry…I’m sad. *I look around the circle and notice everyone was staring at me, and half of --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

struggle to return to the peak, always afraid that this time the rungs will be too slippery, too far apart or simply not there at all* I’m fucking sad…*I give my--

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

the germ seed of depression, just waiting for the right conditions to grow, to send out roots to choke the hope out of your heart. It is the trough in which we --

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Drago @_HealingMind

5 years ago

Sad….*"Sad" sounds so childish, like something flimsy, something one should be able to cast off with a happy reflection or the smile of a friend. But "sad" is nothing of the sort. It sits inside like --

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Drago @_HealingMind

6 years ago

I'm gonna take a little time. A little time to look around me. I've got nowhere left to hide. It looks like love has finally found me.. @_HealingHeart

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Drago @_HealingMind

6 years ago

But my son asked me to come, that’s why I am here. There is no right or wrong way to mourn so I don’t see how this will help me…

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Drago @_HealingMind

6 years ago

There are no rules about how I should feel….So I believe this will do no good to me. --

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Drago @_HealingMind

6 years ago

I have little interest in food, I have trouble sleeping, problems with concentration, a hard time making decisions or being a good father to my son. --